The bow hair that still sings

I replaced the bow hair today—finally. The old one was frayed, uneven, but it had a voice. Not perfect, not even consistent, but it sang in its own broken way. I played through a Bach sonata with it just before switching, and for ten minutes, I swear the silence between notes held more weight than the sound itself. Now the new hair is tight, clean, obedient. It plays what’s written. But something feels… quieter. Like the music isn’t trying to remember anything anymore. I don’t know if I miss the imperfection or just the memory of listening.